Monday, May 24, 2010

Pretence.

It is so easy to convince myself of anything.
It is so easy to pretend.

It's socially acceptable only to be happy
or at least content
so I play the part.
Sometimes I even believe it's true.

And I want so badly to feel
something
anything.
a Connection.
to Something.
Someone.

So I imagine that these feelings are genuine.
I convince myself it's real.
I create a life, a world around something I've
made up
in
my

head.

5 comments:

Salman! said...

well, to me, these feelings looks a bit distracted, not genuine, sorry to say...but actually the life you make inside you, is totally change from the life outside because we never get what we want...for sure. atleast at the time that we want it :P

Rahomie said...

i appreciate the honesty. :)
And you're correct, we never get what we want, at that moment. Lol.

Ubaid said...

This is called numbness

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Sana said...

nicely put