Where no one knows my name.

Will be in Boston in less than 36 hours (I think. I suck at math)... and counting.

Best Friend Forever?

I thought we were supposed to be best friends. How come you're the only one who can't tell something's wrong. Because you're the only one I want to talk to.

expectations.

Because when you left, you made me feel like I wasn't good enough. And for a long time I believed it. And I put myself down. And I tried to turn my self into something I wasn't. I tried to live up to other people's expectations. Because I wasn't good enough.

But, the thing about other people's expectations is that they suck. I'm going to make my own.

"Do you know when to walk away? Do you know when not to take less than you deserve?" - Grey's Anatomy.

Faith.

So I get down on my knees and pray.

You're flawed to perfection.

Can you love someone without liking them?

You hypocritical asshole. I used to look up to you. I still love you but you've lost all the respect I ever had for you. You're the reason I don't have anything to believe in anymore.

You make me smile. :)

Trying to be perfect; trying not to let you down.

2012.

Here's to 2011. You made me stronger in ways I had never imagined. I've gained and I've lost. And I could whine about it all I want.

But, I'm going to focus on the good for once.

The best part of 2011? I found people who teach you the true meaning of friendship. People who are there for you regardless of the way you act towards them. People who can handle your random mood swings. And people who stay. Stay when you scream at them. They stay when you tell them you don't need them. Because at the end of the day you do. You really really need them.




I found people I love.