Thursday, June 28, 2012

All the words I was comfortable saying to him, but never would have been able to say to anyone else.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Stupid song made me think of you.

I don't think I'll ever be able to listen Afterglow again without it reminding me of you in some way. A part of me will always wish you had known when it mattered.

Saturday, June 16, 2012

I will never understand why I put other people's happiness in front of my own, even when it compromises my own happiness.

Monday, April 30, 2012

Don't be cryptic. Don't keep me hanging on a breakable thread. All this uncertainty, it's making me unhappy. You're making me unhappy.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

give me happiness?

I am not very good at voicing my opinion, or creating boundaries in my relationships. I don’t ask for what I want because I don’t think people care about me enough to do those things. In my experience, they really don’t. I feel like I'm never going to be completely happy and it makes me hate myself. Hate myself because I'm the one who dug that hole.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012


Funny how creativity seems to disappear when I'm happy. Thank you for that. Happy Birthday, Y.A.K.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Sometimes you have to be your own hero.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

"You were born because you are going to be important to someone."

Saturday, March 24, 2012

I don’t know what to say to my friends when something is wrong. It’s always the same problem with me and I’m afraid that they’re sick and tired of hearing it. I know my problem is silly, and I wish I could get over it. Now, I just keep everything to myself. 

Thursday, March 22, 2012

What do you do when your good isn't good enough

Monday, March 12, 2012


I keep hoping for something that cannot possibly be real. I wish I could just forget the way I feel.

Monday, February 27, 2012


2 months to graduation. No point whatsoever. Leaving some things unsaid.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Come back, come back to me, like you would, you would if this were a movie.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

I feel so unwanted sometimes.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Where no one knows my name.

Will be in Boston in less than 36 hours (I think. I suck at math)... and counting.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Best Friend Forever?

I thought we were supposed to be best friends. How come you're the only one who can't tell something's wrong. Because you're the only one I want to talk to.

Thursday, January 19, 2012


Because when you left, you made me feel like I wasn't good enough. And for a long time I believed it. And I put myself down. And I tried to turn my self into something I wasn't. I tried to live up to other people's expectations. Because I wasn't good enough.

But, the thing about other people's expectations is that they suck. I'm going to make my own.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

"Do you know when to walk away? Do you know when not to take less than you deserve?" - Grey's Anatomy.

Saturday, January 14, 2012


So I get down on my knees and pray.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

You're flawed to perfection.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Can you love someone without liking them?

Monday, January 9, 2012

You hypocritical asshole. I used to look up to you. I still love you but you've lost all the respect I ever had for you. You're the reason I don't have anything to believe in anymore.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

You make me smile. :)

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Trying to be perfect; trying not to let you down.

Sunday, January 1, 2012


Here's to 2011. You made me stronger in ways I had never imagined. I've gained and I've lost. And I could whine about it all I want.

But, I'm going to focus on the good for once.

The best part of 2011? I found people who teach you the true meaning of friendship. People who are there for you regardless of the way you act towards them. People who can handle your random mood swings. And people who stay. Stay when you scream at them. They stay when you tell them you don't need them. Because at the end of the day you do. You really really need them.

I found people I love.