Monday, February 28, 2011

You're the high school heartache I'll tell my kids about.

Congratulations. You win. I have finally stopped trying. You're out of my life. Maybe for a while, maybe forever. But just remember, that when you realise that you lost one of your closest friends, it was your fault. Don't you dare try and pin this on me. I have done my fair share of messing up, but this one, is not my fault whatsoever.

Saturday, February 26, 2011


Even after every bad thing he'd done to me, every lie he'd ever told, every other girl he'd ever flirted with, i knew somewhere deep down inside he really did like me, in his own messed up way. Because you can't keep coming back to the same person time after time if those feelings aren't there.

Can't you see? You're my tragedy.

And honestly, I'm not sure if I should keep holding on or let go. It's stupid to hold on to something that just keeps hurting you, but it's also stupid to let go of everything you ever wanted.

But us teenage girls, we're really good at one thing: staying strong.

I am just so sick and tired of this. I want to be alright without you. I want to be able to go a month, a week, a day, an hour without thinking of you, without wondering why it is you don’t care at all anymore. I just am so sick and tired of needing you in my life knowing that you only make me sad.

Monday, February 21, 2011

love you forever; forever is over.

Moving on. Slowly, definitely. But I am.

But you know, it's difficult. It's difficult to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

And left a hole when you walked out.

My heart started beating fast, I blushed; my stomach got massive butterflies.

Even now, after all we've been through, I don't think you know how breathtaking you still are.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

You're On My Mind, Love.

He was tall and she was short. He was loud and she was shy. He liked to party, she liked to stay at home and read. He listened to metal, she adored alternative. He played the guitar and she had never strummed a chord He was late nights, she was early mornings. He was handsome, and she never thought she was good enough.

They were different in many ways, but it was how they came together, when no one was looking, that caught them off guard.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

"It just ended. And no matter how much I try to forget that it had happened, it will have never not happened." - HIMYM