Monday, April 11, 2011

I’m sick of waking up angry. Of waking up to being upset. Of wanting to cry myself to sleep. I’m tired of having to sacrifice for others when they don’t give a God-damned shit about me. I wish I could just turn my brain off and that part of my heart that feels. I want to numb it, kill the nerves, stick a needle in them, numb them.

2 comments:

Eirene said...

y'know, some time back a friend of mine mentioned some sort of brain surgery that ended one's capacity for emotions. every once in a while, i want to find out how much it costs. but i tell myself someday it'll all be better.
someday :)

Chupa Rustam said...

your blog made me sad.. dont know why :(