Comfortably Numb

Hello.
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?

Come on, now.
I hear youre feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain,
Get you on your feet again.

Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts:
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.]
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I cant explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.

Ok.
Just a little pinprick.
Therell be no more --aaaaaahhhhh!
But you may feel a little sick.

Can you stand up?
I do believe its working. good.
Thatll keep you going for the show.
Come on its time to go.

There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse,
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.

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I don't feel anything more. The comfortable part is nice... but I should really work on numb. Dammit. I'd rather feel PAIN than nothing at all. Sigh. When will this end? When will this ALL end?


Lifesuckslifesuckslifesucks.

I'M SCARED.

I need to getaway from here. I'm sick of most of the people in my life, even my friends. I love them, but I'm going through this weird phase, where nothing pleases me. Even if life was going the way I wanted it to, I wouldn't be satisfied.

I NEED A BREAK. A break from everything. I'm swearing more than I should, I fight with my mom everyday, I'm trying to live upto EVERYONE'S expectations, I'm trying hard to cling onto that thin vulnerable thread of my faith in God, and I'm scared.

I'm scared the thread will break. I'm scared of falling. I'm scared of letting my parents down. I'm scared of letting myself down.

Nothing Makes Sense Anymore.

This is IT.
I AM SICK OF IT!
IT'S NOT A FUCKING COMPETITION!
It hurts.

All my life I've lived through comparisons.. :/

Please don't tell me, i've met the end,
Take me away, will you set me free?
Smoke clouds the moonlit sky
It spreads across this hollow floor
Left for stranded, i'm on my knees..