Wonderwall

Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me. And after all, you're my wonderwall.

You and Me on a perfect day.

I hate crushes. Especially on people you can't ever have. They're annoying. Stupid. Fuck you up. I hate it. Stupid bloody feelings. Damn it. I can't handle this all over again. DAMN IT.

Nobody said it was easy. No one ever said it would be this hard.

Take away everything I have. All the good deeds I've ever done. All the time I've been nice to someone. All the times I've done something nice without expecting something in return. All the times I've been on my knees, praying to a God I don't know exists. All my happy memories. Everytime I've made someone smile. Everything I've ever wanted.

Give him to me in return.

I've come to the point where nothing matters anymore, and things I used to care about aren't worth fighting for.

Just want to get through this year alive.

Bloody Expectations.

The worst feeling in the world is when you know you not only let yourself, but your entire team down. It's a feeling that eats you up from the inside. You're THIS close to victory, and your win can lead your team there.. and BAM! You don't win. And BAM! There goes your team's victory with you loss.

I hate this. This feeling of letting people down. I hate letting people down. I hate letting my team down. And most of all I hate letting people I love down.

Realisation.

Sometimes I wonder if I might be that one friend that everyone hates and bitches about behind her back.

Half Of My Heart.

One moment I think I've fallen for you and the very next you give me a reason to think again. All I know is I can't get you out of my mind but I'm having this feeling that I should give up right now. Half of my heart's got a real good imagination, half of my heart's got you.