To Fall For You Or Not To Fall For You?

Boy, you make my heart beat like the drums in Metallica's best songs. <3

Do I Ever Cross Your Mind?

Dear, You.

How are you? We haven't talked in a long time.

Still playing your guitar? How's school? You graduate soon, don't you?

Do you remember me? Do you remember us?

I'd email, but I guess we're better off like this. It's too awkward between us now.

You've moved on. I know. But I do wonder sometimes, "Do I ever cross your mind?"

Does what we had ever make you smile?

I may not miss what we had, but I do miss you.

Sometimes.

Me.

Yea. I Miss You.

I miss your face. I miss how you smiled at me once. I miss the ways I'd catch you staring at me sometimes. I miss the way I'd stare at you. I miss how I could stare at you for ages.

And the one time you acknowledge my existence, it's too late.

I fuckin' miss your face.

Of Starting Over.

I feel like life's moving way too fast. I'm leaving behind people I love the most. It's difficult. Starting over. And fitting in. I've never been good at either. I've never had the feeling of looking around and not seeing someone I recognise.

I don't like this. All these feelings.

Happily Ever After.

"Some never find it, some only pretend to, but me? I just want to live happily ever after every now and then."

"The best thing about dreams is that fleeting moment, when you are between asleep and awake, when you don’t know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality, and it really happened."

And then you wake up and reality crashes to the floor.

Sometimes.